New year eve

It's 5 am~!
And I was awake by my alarm...
Lye on bed...
Received a morning call from my best buddy at Nam Cheong, Mr Ting...
Hahaha, he still taught me haven't awake by that moment...
Promise him by yesterday to accompany he and his family to having breakfast before they're going back to Bintulu...
Plan to go Yakin actually cause I'm really damn long didn't go for breakfast at there...
Miss the foods there...
Reach but realized that they just open and haven't prepare yet...
Ignore it, turn to Pelita area...
Finally decision, 2020...
They reached just after I'm sitting down for few minutes...
What a sweet family they had... ^-^
My daughter xD cute cute...
Leave by around 6:30am...
Then moving to lan zhong...
Practice alone...

What to do for the other half of the day for me?

New year...
New hope...
New target...

Will stay home for tonight...
Not going anywhere...
It's raining outside...
Am listening to love sad songs...
Enjoy the lyrics, the musics...
Wondering something...
But my mind was blank...
I'm fail to think anything...
But maybe it's a good signs for me...
At least I no need to think for those complicated stuffs...

Stress, every person hate...
Stress, no people will like...
But, do you ever think that only stress then you can be grow stronger and mind mature?
Yes, stress help us a lots...
Human being used to be hate stress...
Even me also do so...
But sometimes "IT" kills people...
Actually it won't be so scary...
Just depend on the way you treat "IT"...
Positive side will always lead you to success...
Stress, can be part of our friend too...

Stress makes me grow stronger...
Stress makes me to become more mature...
Believe it...

Question for myself

Do I really know well bout myself?
The answer was "NO"
I don't know what I want...
I don't know what should I do for everyday...
I don't know where to go every time...
I don't get my own decision on every things...
I'm fail to do all the stuff which list on the above and more...
But this doesn't means that I'm start to emo...
No, I'm not...

Always struggle for every decision making moments...
Always pray to have a better day on the next day...
Always try to complete a task in perfect condition...
Always hope that I can change myself in 1 day...
Always... Always... and always...
But, do I really go for it?

I treat good to those who treat me good...
Same goes to those who are treating me badly, don't worry...
I won't how, just hope that you don't do any mistake on future, then you will be safe...

Hope not to be so complicated on my life, but I'm fail...
Hope not to think so much for every moment, but it only works on sometimes but not by all the time...
What else can I do?
Should not be sitting here and write these useless stuff,correct?
Maybe this is the way for me to release all my stress...
I don't beg for anyone to read my blogs,be my followers...
Just hope I can spread all those unhappy stuff on my own wall...
Because I'm kinda lousy on telling out my feelings to others...
I don't have much topics when face to all my friends...
How come? How come?
This is a stupid question...
There's no answer for it...
Silly me...
I must learn how to talk face to face...
I must learn the way to create topics...
I must force myself to do so...
Every persons are like that, normal...
But me, abnormal la...

Sometimes really hopes to go to beach to have a walk...
Enjoy looking the stars on the sky...
No need to talk so much...
No need to think so much...
Just keep silent, trying to listen to the tidal, watching to the sky...

Take a long long breath...
To make my mind fresh again...

Recently

Recently...
I had think much more than before...
I had taking much more time to consider something...
I start to care for the day will come...
Started to think and think and think for many many things...


27.12.2010 Christmas and New Year Dinner
Reached around 6:40pm...
There was too fantastic! There had very nice and romantic environment for tea...
Really very very nice...
Had enjoy the dinner very much...
I had been push towards the stage to sing with Tiong >.<
But I don't know why, I will sing...
Sot jor...
Drunk? No, I don't think I had drunk on that time...
Really had fun and joy on the dinner...
Sad to say, I don't upload those photos here, may check on my facebook account...
2 photos that I think very awesome were ban by some people...
Lolx.. Nvm, just store inside my laptop as memory =)
Dinner end around 9:40pm...
Then we going to Woodpecker for while...
Sing as much as we can there until around 10:30pm...

I told myself to start diet from yesterday...
I must drop my weight...
I believe, sure I can...

Countdown for the coming new year...
Hope everything goes well...

Motivation

Always learn how to motivate yourself...
Always practice that how to relax yourself...
Always learn how to cheer up your friends around you...
Always learn how to smile with the people around you...
Always learn how to lead your subordinates...
Always practice yourself to be strong...
Always learn how to release your stress when something has block your mind...
Always learn how to solve problems but not been solve by problems...
Always learn to have positive mind but not negative side...
Always remember to move forwards but not stay on the same place for long...
Always remember to fight for your future but not keep repeating on the same thing everyday...

Life is like a coin. You can spend it any way you wish, but you only spend it once

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.

Life is beauty, admire it.

Life is bliss, taste it.

Life is a dream, realize it.

Life is a challenge, meet it.

Life is a duty, complete it.

Life is a game, play it.

Life is a promise, fulfill it.

Life is sorrow, overcome it.

Life is a song, sing it.

Life is a struggle, accept it.

Life is a tragedy, confront it.

Life is an adventure, dare it.

Life is luck, make it.

Life is too precious, do not destroy it.

Life is life, fight for it.

Remember...
Learn for every minutes, every second...

Christmas eve

It's Christmas, 25th December 2010...
The day we remember the D.O.B for Jesus Christ if I'm not mistaken...
When to Indoor Stadium last nite...
Watching the band performance, although I can't really enjoy what they're sing, but I enjoy the environment, enjoy the spirit of human being...
All the Christians were very loyal, err...how to say... Just the kind of feel, they had the strong believes and faithful to Jesus...
Every where was stuck, jams...
Hate this kinds of feeling...
Enjoy the time hanging out with colleagues...
Hard to describe the feeling, but it's just enjoy...
We sing together, we chat together, we share together, we learn together... although we are not the same ages, but we just like a big group of child.. Having fun together, that's why I like the feels...
After last nite, I saw and realize a lots...
Scary......
I had made my mind clear, I won't do so...
Once again, hope all my family,cousins and friends healthy,happy and may all the wishes come true...
And 1 more thing I had almost forget...
Happy Wedding bro Darrien and Ms Su xD
Hope both of you will happy always...

Merry Christmas all...
I'm fine here...

忙，busy，sibuk。。。

这几天将会很忙。。。
有好多好多的事还在等着我去做。。。
不断的想办法让自己休息。。。
不能！！！
不能停下来。。。
再过十一天就要换新日历了。。。
新的一年，新的自己。。。
在这十一天里，能玩就玩，能顽皮就顽皮。。。
过了，也许我需要改变了。。。
所以，我会想念现在的我。。。
给自己留下好的回忆=）
在这个时候，千万不能累坏。。。
加油=]

努力，奋斗。。。
理想总很快就达到。。。

人，总想朝着无忧无虑的生活奔跑。。。
可是往往都会面对重重的困难。。。
唯有努力的向上爬，才能走到自己想走的路。。。
困难不是借口，借口只是自己没信心去做到。。。
不管再困难，再怎么辛苦都要走下去。。。
才不会对不起自己。。。
就算最后是失败的，但至少你还是尽力了。。。
在压力当中，要学会怎么放松自己，而不是被压力压到。。。
加油！！！

梦想离我其实真的不远，只是自己把它看得太远。。。
没有停止，没有放弃，只有努力向上冲！！！

It was my 1st time to go Curtin hall last nite...

It was great...

A nice hall, nice air condition, nice decoration...

Nice band, nice singers, and the most important was......

I meet a lots of new friends from there...

They are really kind and friendly...

They plan all the concert stuffs, without any help of others...

They find sponsors by their own...

1 by 1... Go here and there...

All of this, just for helping the Sarawak Children Cancer Society...

How lucky am I, to meet up these "good heart" teenagers...

Enjoy the nite very much although keep standing for whole nites...

Settle all the things until around 2:30am just back...

They are really responsible...

Congratez for u all, U all done a great job! =)

Hope can join next charity event soon...

=)

Sometimes... maybe be fren is happier than to be a pair of couple...

Suffering?Enjoying?

Or......

人因为有了目标，而变得更完美。。。
完美的人不一定就会有目标。。。
因为他们认为自己已是完美的。。。
就算完美，最重要的还是要有自己的目标。。。
有了目标，才会去奋斗。。。
加油。。。

动力为了目标而奋斗。。。

我一定可以的。。。

因为有了你的陪伴，我不再孤单。。。

因为有了你的陪伴，我不再独自过着每一天。。。

也因为有了你，我的生活变得更加充实。。。

以后，不再是我。。。

而是我们。。。

我会珍惜今天，明天，将来。。。

谢谢你。。。

我爱你。。。

又是怎么了。。。

有时候真的不知道自己是怎么了。。。

心突然冷了。。。

怎么了？

已经好久没有这种感觉了，怎么又回来找我了？

我需要面具。。。

我必须伪装自己。。。

我可以。。。

听风在呼吸。。。

听雨在哭泣。。。

刚从KL回来。。。

有段开心的旅途。。。

不会上传照片，因为都已经在Facebook上了。。。

我应该是时候做决定了。。。

看到这个的朋友们，可以给我意见或留言吗？谢谢。。。

“如果”，这么好用吗？这么喜欢？
这么爱如果，就活在“如果”的世界里咯。。。
“如果”都是虚拟的，都是想象的。。。
那就不要活在现实生活咯。。。
对？还是错？

快乐与不快乐。。。

都是看自己。。。

再过几天，就要出门了。。。

说兴奋，却没有很兴奋。。。

怎么了？

离开的一个星期，也许是件好事。。。

很常都无言。。。

为什么？

也许我还真的不够了解你。。。

有时，也许自己应该硬些。。。

处处都软下来，也许将来的路真的不好走。。。

所以，请别怪我。。。

希望你快乐。。。

而不是因为我做的任何事。。。

珍惜

不知道自己是不是三分钟热度。。。

可是希望你不要让我有机会去犹豫，好吗？

我学着不跟别人比较。。。

慢慢的，慢慢的。。。

知道自己不可以很贪心。。。

贪心，最后什么都没有。。。

唱歌，我喜欢。。。

最近都一直在唱。。。

说过会唱给你听。。。

你说要我不要错过机会。。。

我想了想。。。

错过？

是不是当中有其他的意思呢？

你让我开始害怕。。。

可是，我不让自己去想太多。。。

有时应该给彼此更多的空间。。。

这是对的。。。

我想珍惜你。。。

可是请你不要一再的让我失去信心，好吗？

窗外下着绵绵细雨。。。

而我在想着你。。。

有时真的在想，应该相处久些比较好。。。

不然问题会不断出现。。。

不想让不必要问题有机会发生在我身上。。。

你慢慢考虑吧。。。

我不催你。。。

因为不了解。。。

也许会让彼此产生误会。。。

怎么了?

我到底是怎么了?

一点点就动摇了吗?

失眠了...整晚都没睡...

我唱着抱歉...

你却看着我...

是我想太多了吗?

我怎么了...

很高兴的,你找到了能陪你分担你一切的人...

但那个人,却不是我...

我替你开心...

相信他可以一直陪着你...

而,这是我做不到的...

对过你好,可是我还不确定自己对你的感觉...

没有选择开始,也许是对的...

看现在的你,不是很好吗?

希望你会明白...

也许你觉得我在骗你吧...

可是我也不能做些什么...

总之,你现在过的开心就好...

也许是我的错吧...

我不应该出现的...

原谅我的出现...

更原谅我的离开...

对不起...

该找回原来的自己了...

自己现在像什么样都不知道...

最近真的好乱...

自己才想什么都不知道...

我是怎么了?

难道没有爱情就不能生活吗?

不!

才不是...

其实自己一个人也过的很好啊...

难道不是吗?

我好笨...

好天真...

我会过的很好...

相信自己...

也相信你...

你会过的比我好...

最近的我,只想静静的做我自己...

过自己的生活...

可是,如果你还想重来...

也许我会说:"我愿意"

做自己...

是我想要的...

忍耐...

是我该学会的...

而不是去生气...

我一定行的...

加油...

我累翻了...

太累太累了...

可是,我还在想你...

我怎么了?

不是放下了吗?

累,还是会想起你...

可是有用吗?

Please don't make me mad on u...

Please...

Do what u should do, but not what u shouldn't do...

Please, don;t act in front of me...

U think I'm a child?

Even I'm younger than u, but don't think I'm stupid k?

We do what we must...

But u, act as our manager?

Get lost please...

Better don't show me this kind of face and act anymore I tell u...
Better don't try me...

Learn what should u learn, but not just only stand there and do nothing...

Please...

We are human being, we will tire...

Teach? or ask?

Better think by yourself la...

Impossible u can't think that I manage to think?

Possible?

If this really possible, then nothing much I can say...

What u had do today, I will remember...

Eventhough you didn't do anything, but your act shows all...

Watch up!!!

Don't ask anything from me again...

Never have chance...

<给妈妈的贴>

母亲节,我不知道是这星期...

算是没心吗?

妈,你常为我们煮饭,做家务...

可是我又为你做了些什么?

母亲节,就不想说太多了...

只想告诉你...

我永远会是你的孩子...

我会尽量孝顺你的...

母亲节快乐

贤...

Ty for ur Mc D meal^^

i enjoy the whole movie too=)

Hahaha...

Don't know when got free Mc D again...

Hahaha

Mc d=)

给家人的贴子...

我总是不懂事,到处去惹事...

我不听话,常让你们生气,让你们担心...

我总只懂得顾自己...

从来没为你们想过...

常说会早回,可是最后还是没做到...

我怎么这么不懂事?!

什么时候才会醒...

车祸了...

可是我没事...

都是自己的不小心...

心情很糟糕...

<爸爸>

常为我准备早餐...

常为我买新的做工鞋,给我他新的做工衣...

自己都不舍得穿而就给了我...

我只想说;"爸,你为我付出的真的太多太多了..."

可是我这个孩子又为你做了些什么?

我有做过孩子的本份吗?

对不起,真的常要你为我担心了...

我答应你们,我会慢慢的去改变自己...

我不能确定是什么时候,也许半年,也许一年...

可是我会尽量的去做改变...

做好当个孩子的本份...

<妈妈>

你常为我煮饭,为我洗衣服...

常会吩咐我不要迟回家...

我嘴巴都说好,会...

可是......

身为孩子的我,真的知道你的苦...

可是我还常让你为我担心...

我真的不孝...

对不起妈妈...

我知错了...

<哥哥>

谢谢你,常为我着想...

这次要不是你,我真的不懂怎么办...

总是惹了事都是你帮我解决...

你会常说我,可是我都知道...

你是为我好的...

谢谢你...

我会改过自己...

对不起,我常让你们担心...

我会改掉这些不好的习惯的...

我答应你们...

谢谢你们的包容...

经一事,长一惊...

有着无数的压力...

身边的人渐渐的离我而去...

我还能信谁?

还能跟谁说心事?

你?

你已完全不在乎我了吧...

有时人真的不能做错...

错一步,也许一切就将结束...

无助的我...

能找谁?

要懂得开始怎么过好自己的日子...

不让身边的人担心了...

我可以啊~

怎么可能不行呢?

只要给我点时间就行了...

怔女朋友啊~

有谁要?

哈哈哈...

享受自由自在的生活...

我喜欢...

¿吗你爱还我

¿了乎在不经已为因是还

¿吗系关的累是

˙˙˙了惯习慢慢始开

再累也不会让自己垮掉的...

给XX人的贴...

亲爱的XX人,你们真的很伟大...

整天都忙着在外面走上走下...

炎热的天气下,真的"辛苦"你们了...

人家说,员工们都是有手工作...

可是你们却很幸福,就只有嘴巴工作...

幸福的你们,看到了辛苦工作的员工了吗?

你们有真正的去了解他们要的是什么吗?

只会顾自己的利益,你们还是人吗?

让我替员工们来感激你们这么勤劳的为公司服务...

真的"谢谢"你们...

我们这些员工,每天就只会拼命的做...

可是你们就只会看,用嘴巴讲...

试试看让你们来做?

走上走下,看到真的很"闲"

老板来,你们就只会走到老板身边...

扶啊扶啊...听说老板走的不好吗?

需要你们来扶?

其中一个XX人,你给我记住...

我要让你知道,别人跟你说话而没被理会的感受...

你等着瞧啦...

一副骄傲的脸,你迟早的...

希望这些所谓为公司付出那么多的XX人会pandai pandai...

不然.....我也不知道以后会发生什么事=)

公司对XX人的待遇真的是很好...

可是对我们这些员工呢?算什么?

工作加班,没有额外的收入...

你们有眼睛的吗?

告诉你们,不要惹我们...

如果我们真的不在公司了,你们就继续的慢慢叫你们的XX人去走吧...

不要等到失去了才懂得珍惜...

希望你们用眼睛看人,而不是做些无畏的浪费在聘请那些伟大的XX人...

Mr.???,你真的需要那么过分吗?

水不让员工拿?

你还算人吗?

整天只会乱骂人,还会种族歧视...

你算什么?

警告你,再继续这样下去,你也迟早的...

希望你们好好反省...

员工是用命来换取工资的,员工的苦,你们永远不懂...

只有你们自己来体会才会知道...

废物都好过你们...

至少还可以回收...

这首歌,只能唱给你听...

我不该让你难过...

你说我让你看不清楚

你说你害怕在爱中迷途

舍不得你哭

如果是我让你觉得无助

让我告诉你

我对这一切有多在乎

如何证明我深情的吻

才能呵护你脆弱的灵魂

我愿用生命阻挡任何能伤害你的人

就算被冷落

就算犯错

我都不走

喔~相信我无悔无求

我愿为你放弃所有

男人不该让女人流泪

至少我尽力而为

喔~相信我别再闪躲

我愿陪你

直到最后

男人不该让女人流泪

至少我尽力而为

相信我

如何证明我深情的吻

才能呵护你脆弱的灵魂

我愿用生命阻挡任何能伤害你的人

就算被冷落

就算犯错

我都不走

喔~相信我无悔无求

我愿为你放弃所有

男人不该让女人流泪

至少我尽力而为

喔~相信我别再闪躲

我愿陪你

直到最后

男人不该让女人流泪

至少我尽力而为

相信我

喔~相信我无悔无求

我愿为你放弃所有

男人不该让女人流泪

至少我尽力而为

喔~相信我别再闪躲

我愿陪你

直到最后

男人不该让女人流泪

至少我尽力而为

相信我

对不起...