New year eve

It's 5 am~!
And I was awake by my alarm...
Lye on bed...
Received a morning call from my best buddy at Nam Cheong, Mr Ting...
Hahaha, he still taught me haven't awake by that moment...
Promise him by yesterday to accompany he and his family to having breakfast before they're going back to Bintulu...
Plan to go Yakin actually cause I'm really damn long didn't go for breakfast at there...
Miss the foods there...
Reach but realized that they just open and haven't prepare yet...
Ignore it, turn to Pelita area...
Finally decision, 2020...
They reached just after I'm sitting down for few minutes...
What a sweet family they had... ^-^
My daughter xD cute cute...
Leave by around 6:30am...
Then moving to lan zhong...
Practice alone...

What to do for the other half of the day for me?

New year...
New hope...
New target...

Will stay home for tonight...
Not going anywhere...
It's raining outside...
Am listening to love sad songs...
Enjoy the lyrics, the musics...
Wondering something...
But my mind was blank...
I'm fail to think anything...
But maybe it's a good signs for me...
At least I no need to think for those complicated stuffs...

Stress, every person hate...
Stress, no people will like...
But, do you ever think that only stress then you can be grow stronger and mind mature?
Yes, stress help us a lots...
Human being used to be hate stress...
Even me also do so...
But sometimes "IT" kills people...
Actually it won't be so scary...
Just depend on the way you treat "IT"...
Positive side will always lead you to success...
Stress, can be part of our friend too...

Stress makes me grow stronger...
Stress makes me to become more mature...
Believe it...

Question for myself

Do I really know well bout myself?
The answer was "NO"
I don't know what I want...
I don't know what should I do for everyday...
I don't know where to go every time...
I don't get my own decision on every things...
I'm fail to do all the stuff which list on the above and more...
But this doesn't means that I'm start to emo...
No, I'm not...

Always struggle for every decision making moments...
Always pray to have a better day on the next day...
Always try to complete a task in perfect condition...
Always hope that I can change myself in 1 day...
Always... Always... and always...
But, do I really go for it?

I treat good to those who treat me good...
Same goes to those who are treating me badly, don't worry...
I won't how, just hope that you don't do any mistake on future, then you will be safe...

Hope not to be so complicated on my life, but I'm fail...
Hope not to think so much for every moment, but it only works on sometimes but not by all the time...
What else can I do?
Should not be sitting here and write these useless stuff,correct?
Maybe this is the way for me to release all my stress...
I don't beg for anyone to read my blogs,be my followers...
Just hope I can spread all those unhappy stuff on my own wall...
Because I'm kinda lousy on telling out my feelings to others...
I don't have much topics when face to all my friends...
How come? How come?
This is a stupid question...
There's no answer for it...
Silly me...
I must learn how to talk face to face...
I must learn the way to create topics...
I must force myself to do so...
Every persons are like that, normal...
But me, abnormal la...

Sometimes really hopes to go to beach to have a walk...
Enjoy looking the stars on the sky...
No need to talk so much...
No need to think so much...
Just keep silent, trying to listen to the tidal, watching to the sky...

Take a long long breath...
To make my mind fresh again...

Recently

Recently...
I had think much more than before...
I had taking much more time to consider something...
I start to care for the day will come...
Started to think and think and think for many many things...


27.12.2010 Christmas and New Year Dinner
Reached around 6:40pm...
There was too fantastic! There had very nice and romantic environment for tea...
Really very very nice...
Had enjoy the dinner very much...
I had been push towards the stage to sing with Tiong >.<
But I don't know why, I will sing...
Sot jor...
Drunk? No, I don't think I had drunk on that time...
Really had fun and joy on the dinner...
Sad to say, I don't upload those photos here, may check on my facebook account...
2 photos that I think very awesome were ban by some people...
Lolx.. Nvm, just store inside my laptop as memory =)
Dinner end around 9:40pm...
Then we going to Woodpecker for while...
Sing as much as we can there until around 10:30pm...

I told myself to start diet from yesterday...
I must drop my weight...
I believe, sure I can...

Countdown for the coming new year...
Hope everything goes well...

Motivation

Always learn how to motivate yourself...
Always practice that how to relax yourself...
Always learn how to cheer up your friends around you...
Always learn how to smile with the people around you...
Always learn how to lead your subordinates...
Always practice yourself to be strong...
Always learn how to release your stress when something has block your mind...
Always learn how to solve problems but not been solve by problems...
Always learn to have positive mind but not negative side...
Always remember to move forwards but not stay on the same place for long...
Always remember to fight for your future but not keep repeating on the same thing everyday...

Life is like a coin. You can spend it any way you wish, but you only spend it once

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.

Life is beauty, admire it.

Life is bliss, taste it.

Life is a dream, realize it.

Life is a challenge, meet it.

Life is a duty, complete it.

Life is a game, play it.

Life is a promise, fulfill it.

Life is sorrow, overcome it.

Life is a song, sing it.

Life is a struggle, accept it.

Life is a tragedy, confront it.

Life is an adventure, dare it.

Life is luck, make it.

Life is too precious, do not destroy it.

Life is life, fight for it.

Remember...
Learn for every minutes, every second...

Christmas eve

It's Christmas, 25th December 2010...
The day we remember the D.O.B for Jesus Christ if I'm not mistaken...
When to Indoor Stadium last nite...
Watching the band performance, although I can't really enjoy what they're sing, but I enjoy the environment, enjoy the spirit of human being...
All the Christians were very loyal, err...how to say... Just the kind of feel, they had the strong believes and faithful to Jesus...
Every where was stuck, jams...
Hate this kinds of feeling...
Enjoy the time hanging out with colleagues...
Hard to describe the feeling, but it's just enjoy...
We sing together, we chat together, we share together, we learn together... although we are not the same ages, but we just like a big group of child.. Having fun together, that's why I like the feels...
After last nite, I saw and realize a lots...
Scary......
I had made my mind clear, I won't do so...
Once again, hope all my family,cousins and friends healthy,happy and may all the wishes come true...
And 1 more thing I had almost forget...
Happy Wedding bro Darrien and Ms Su xD
Hope both of you will happy always...

Merry Christmas all...
I'm fine here...

忙，busy，sibuk。。。

这几天将会很忙。。。
有好多好多的事还在等着我去做。。。
不断的想办法让自己休息。。。
不能！！！
不能停下来。。。
再过十一天就要换新日历了。。。
新的一年，新的自己。。。
在这十一天里，能玩就玩，能顽皮就顽皮。。。
过了，也许我需要改变了。。。
所以，我会想念现在的我。。。
给自己留下好的回忆=）
在这个时候，千万不能累坏。。。
加油=]

努力，奋斗。。。
理想总很快就达到。。。

人，总想朝着无忧无虑的生活奔跑。。。
可是往往都会面对重重的困难。。。
唯有努力的向上爬，才能走到自己想走的路。。。
困难不是借口，借口只是自己没信心去做到。。。
不管再困难，再怎么辛苦都要走下去。。。
才不会对不起自己。。。
就算最后是失败的，但至少你还是尽力了。。。
在压力当中，要学会怎么放松自己，而不是被压力压到。。。
加油！！！

梦想离我其实真的不远，只是自己把它看得太远。。。
没有停止，没有放弃，只有努力向上冲！！！