Believe yourself...
Do not simply give up...
Once decision had been make, there's no return for it...
Go for it!!!
No matter how hard it is, I will struggle hard in this!!!
Give up??? NO WAY!!!
There's no "GIVE UP" in my dictionary...
Gogo... U can do it!!!

One System, One Dream...

23 of August

It's a wonderful Sunday!!! I wake up in the early morning... It's around 7:30am, but I sleep around 12:00am. It's a tire day for me... We went out to having breakfast( my family). Went home around 9;00am. Then I start to prepared. Because there is an activity on our CA training centre. We need to tidy up the centre, rearrange the sign board position, clean up the floor, and other else. I choose to join them, because I'm still a newbie. 1, I should help our centre to do something. 2, I want to know more member, so that we just can like a big family^^ LOL...
All of us start to plan where the sign board need to be arrange, all comes out with different idea... Lolx... Slower and slower, more and more member coming^^ All of us start our work...
We do there tidy and arrange work until 2:++ pm. All feel hungry, then this time. Our Silver Producer(SP) lolx... , 大明is name if I'm not mistaken plan to go buy something to eat which located around Indoor Stadium there. All "shooo". Because all hungry lo... lolx...
There's a lot of stall there, some of the food are so expansive a... I just take some biscuit as my lunch... After this, all going back to centre lu... Plan to Sing there..。It's crazy.. lolx... The photo below is our centre signboard...

Our Centre Signboard, CA SUCCESS ASSOSIATES

Guess who's this and what's he doing? lolx...

Some1 singing the 李圣杰,最近but is remix^^ lolx...
I can't upload much because it's a lil bit lagging with my line...
We end up all the work and the crazy stuff around 4:oopm.
It's very tire for me, but I enjoy it. Take a rest at home, because at nite my primary school fren suggest to help Pei Wen to early celebrate her birthday... We going to Shabu Shabu...
This is my 1st time to having my meal here... lolx... The price a lil bit "KICK" and the food are less!!!
After finish here, they suggest to go Hot spot again... Alamak, go for???
Go drink only... Not sing.. lolx... then we go there around 9:00pm. The 1st floor, also my 1st time to come. Haha, seems I'm come out from jungle...
Jia Ni and Yun Cheng prepare many different cup cakes and give to Pei Wen... Haha... It's funny.
All chat there, crazy stuff...
Then we went back around 10:30pm.
After reach home, taking my bath. Just have time to lye on bed. It's a full day for me...
I enjoy hanging out with frens, it's fun...



24 of August

Monday, no class for my batch... so 2day is free for me, js nite time have meeting at our centre...
Morning, stay at home surfing net, noon going to gym...
2day really my unlucky day, I sprain my neck... Huh... I injured my hand... WT....Haiz...
Going home around 5:00pm.
During nite, going to centre. there's some 够力 member just came back from Taiwan, go for doing research and 交流. They share a lots with us. I'm so careless, I did't hold my hp good, 1 push by Jimmy, my hp drop to floor... Can't open it... Haiz... Really a bad luck day for me...
Going back home around 11:00pm brcause of some meeting. When reach home, been boom by brother again. My hp no bat, but... Haiz... no need write so much here... nothing o write oso about the content.
Sometimes I will think, do I really follow the rite person to be my leader? Do I regret bout it? Once I had make the decision, I have no chance to regret anymore. November, I will going to KL with our centre fren, going to there for a talk...
Giving up of my current life? No pls... No matter how suffer is it, I won't give up easily...

坚持，坚持，再坚持。。。
成功一定属于你。。。。。

Complicated lifestyle

I'm keep on more busy and busy nowadays...
It's been a couple days didn't here and blogging lu...
I need to start to find for my practical training, and I went to a job fair which organized 1 week ago I think which located at Parkson new wing...
I pass apply for few companies... Still waiting reply now...
Woodman was calling me to interview there, but it's located at Kuala Baram... I'm still wonder how... Haiz...
Feel so "sienz"... Oh ya, I'm joining Am Way... =.="
Still have a lot to learn... Feel got a lot of things to share here, but sudden all the things i want to write gone...
Money! Money! Money!
Study hard and smart for now!!!

Never Give Up...
There's a long road to walk again...

I had a wonderful nite yesterday...
Actually, i had my nite class yesterday, but my lecturer not around in Miri, so the class been extend to week week...
Wahaha, so nice... Can hang out with my frens lur... Although just 4 ppl of us, bt it's ok for us^^(Wan Thing, Pei Wen, Dick and me)
Haha, this is the 1st time go out for so early.. Its around 6...
I had my pleasure to be the driver... Lolx...
We went to parkson, plan to watch Karen Kong's singing over there, can count as concert? Don't think so^^
Be4 that, there's a new open shop, a place for eating and gathering^^
Since we all are the 1st time, so gonna try once^^
We took some pictures in Cook and Chilli( the name)
The 2 "so mui" take some pictures using my noob w910i... lolx..

Take 1

Take 2

The tables and chair inside Cook and Chilli

After that, we waiting for Karen Kong lor... LOlx..
The poster put 8pm but she appear at 8:30pm... Zzz...
After that, they decided go SOHO...
Then we going there lor around 9...
OMG!!! I eat a lot!!! Fat d lu...
We half ate half chat... Our topic, ojibala... Hahaha...
Then around 10pm, it's time to send them back^^
Because they can't going back late, me too^^
And the haze are attacking us!!!
LOlx... I enjoy the nite hanging out with them very much!!!
Dick a... +u la...

Thanks my fren, I'll appreciate all of u^^

不知道为什么，七早八早就起床了。。。
看看窗外的天空，看着外面的空气，比之前好多了。。。
最近的天气真的糟糕。。。嗨。。。
昨晚，上的一堂课。。。三个小时啊~~~
还好lecturer不会闷的^^
最近，常听一首旧歌，一首很动听的歌。。。
也就是我现在主页放的这首歌。。。

周蕙 - 约定

远处的钟声回荡在雨里
我们在屋檐底下牵手听
幻想教堂里头那场婚礼
是为祝福我俩而举行
一路从泥泞走到了美景
习惯在彼此眼中找勇气
累到无力总会想吻你
才能忘了情路艰辛
你我约定难过的往事不许提
也答应永远都不让对方担心
要做快乐的自己 照顾自己
就算某天一个人孤寂
你我约定一争吵很快要喊停
也说好没有秘密彼此很透明
我会好好地爱你 傻傻爱你
不去计较公平不公平

约定，是一个承诺。。。
一旦下了承诺，就要达成。。。

OMG!!! I had my gym time for almost 2 hour 2day...
Kick kick!!!
Dnt knw why, my energy js like wont finish...
Almost 2 hour leh... Tire now...
My school life had begin, from 2moro...
Kick kick... all nite, and thursday is noon and nite session...
Tire la!!!
Hahaha...

*Believe it, and you may achieve it by ur own.....*

一个孤独的夜晚。。。

我独自走在沙滩上。。。
看到的人都是一对对的，但是我是一个人。。。
走在暗暗又多烟雾的星空下，我发现自己真的已经习惯了自己一个人的生活。。。
朋友多，又能怎么样呢？不是说朋友对自己不好，但是。。。我不知道怎么解释。。。
我听着海浪声，海浪打在石头上。。。
我看着天空，但我找不到任何一颗星星。。。月亮也开始变得不再圆了。。。
是不是少了星星的陪伴，月亮就不再变回圆形呢？
也许月亮已经习惯了没有星星的陪伴了。。。
我独自走在走廊上，听着周蕙的“约定”（音乐钢琴版）。。。
发着呆，脑海里仿佛什么都没有了，空空荡荡。。。
第一次做这种事，觉得很无聊。。。但是，我喜欢这种感觉。。。
临走前，才发现，原来月亮的旁边，有颗星星在一闪一闪的，陪伴着月亮。。。
天上唯一的一颗星星。。。
希望下次，我不再是自己一个人去海边了。。。








夜深的海边，真的很漂亮。。。但上面的夜景都不是美里海边的夜景。。。
我喜欢夜深的海边，看着天上星星，听着海浪声。。。
真的希望，下次不再是自己一个人去了。。。

月亮永远不再孤单，因为它有了星星的陪伴。。。
而星星，会永远在月亮的周围守护，陪伴着它。。

这个部落格，是我唯一能发泄的地方。。。
我真的不知道要告诉谁？
我不懂得表达自己想说的。。。
所以，要我怎么说出口？我真的做不到。。。
也只好写在这。。。
答应的，我还是会做到。。。
我很好,不是吗？
我哪里有不好的？我不是能跟朋友出去喝喝茶，玩玩电脑吗？
难道现在的我就跟平时的我有差别吗？
所以，我很好。。。
放心吧，我还不是一样，打不死。。。
一阵大风，或是一场大雨，就会是晴天，彩虹的出现了吧。。。

昨天的我，今天的我，明天的我，未来的我。。。都是一样。。。

心情不好时，总想一个人到海边去。。。
想让自己静静，静静的看着天上一闪一闪的星星。。。
无有无虑，该是多么好的一件事。。。
我想静一静。。。就要开课了。。。
我得快点把自己的心情调好。。。
希望这一切很快就过去。。。
我一定可以的，不是吗？

没有拥有，才没有失去，也才是最珍贵的。。。

Love is not a game...

But it is a relationship between a couples...

It can last longer, or maybe can last just for few hours, few days, few months, few years or some else...

But it is not a game...
For all the couples in this world, I pray for every pair of couples in this world that can last forever...
Finally, I use "forever". But I mentioned before I won't simply use "forever"...
But, for love... I really hopes all the couples can appreciate each other very much...
Since GOD let both of you to become couple, means that It give chance to both of you to be with...
Not much people have the chance to meet the people they love...
I'm fully pray and hope......

*全世界的情人，有情人终成眷属。。。*

一个独自坐在角落发呆的人。。。

突然觉得自己好失败，好费哦。。。
我应该觉悟了，不该再做些对自己没用的东西。。。
但，我可以吗？
我常对自己说，不要相信不可能，只有相信可能的不可能。。。
嗨。。。不是常对别人说，只要相信自己，奇迹就有可能出现吗？
为什么自己却不能对自己说这个？
真搞不懂自己。。。
总会在朋友不开心时都给予他们安慰，但却安慰不了自己。。。
失败。。。哈哈。。。也许这就是命吧。。。
一切·都是上天的安排。。。有时候，你再怎么努力，也是无补于事。。。
我要学会看开，克服自己不可能的不可能。。。

要说服别人，就得先说服的了自己。。。

突然，好想听这首歌。。。反复不停的在听。。。我是怎么了？？？应该是歌好听吧。。。
好听的歌，当然重复再听啊。。。对，对，一定是这样。。。

四目交接的时候 不要停留太久
适可而止的问候 关心不能太过
好奇也别去探索 妒嫉只能深锁
如果忍不住寂寞 也不能对你说

啊 好朋友 啊 我的好朋友
不小心的沉默 不想让你太难过
我们就站在落地窗的两边
就算触碰也有了界限
如果跨越过彼此那道边界
是靠近还是更遥远
相信我们走到另一个境界
搭肩高唱友谊万万岁
要是我爱你变成了语言
什么会多一些 什么会少一些


就让别人去猜测 我们清白的很
就让自己去承受 那种清白的闷
就算我只是朋友 能不能有要求
如果会发生什么 也是我想太多

啊 好朋友 就只是好朋友
不小心说出口 微笑中藏着难过
我们就站在落地窗的两边
就算触碰也有了界限
如果跨越过彼此那道边界
是靠近还是更遥远
你会不会也曾闪过这感觉
一念之间就要差一点
要是我爱你 变成了利剑
什么会被消灭 什么才会复原

那是我的底线 继续将你暗恋

一阵大风，把所有的不高兴都吹走了。。。

你放心吧，我暂时不会在MSN找你了。。。
你需要找人听你说话时，再找我吧。。。

我错了吗？

从不知道自己要的是什么。。。
觉得自己好像一个迷了路的小孩。。。
没有方向感，永远都找不到目标，找不到自己的梦想。。。
为什么会这样？但我还是可以很快乐的过着每一天。。。
人，不就是应该快乐的过好每一天吗？
人，应该是活在快乐的处境当中，而不是受到任何束缚，约束。。。
在日常生活中，有谁没有遇过困难。。。
这是难免的，就算是再艰难，再怎么辛苦，我们还是要过啊。。。
人应该学会看开，乐观的面对困难。。。
当然，这不是一天就能办到的事。。。
但，没有什么是不可能的。。。
相信自己，就一定可以办到。。。
雨过，就是彩虹的出现。。。

彩虹永远都在天边等着我们。。。

我在做什么？？！！

夜已深了。。。
但我还坐在电脑前。。。
我睡不着，我怎么了？突然心情变得好差。。。
我究竟是怎么了？
突然想到即将回去读书的朋友，真的舍不得。。。
但有什么办法呢？读书是重要的啊。。。
好不舍。。。除了这个，我到底还在烦些什么？？？！！！
我在做什么？？？我不想了。。。
不让自己再有多余的空间的去想。。。
也许，睡过一觉后，我会比较好吧。。。
晚安。。。。。。

*突然觉得寂寞的我，好孤独，好无助。。。*